littlesmash

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 19:00:37 GMT

UPDATE:
i went to whitman police station today to pick up the crash report
the same officer was working at the desk and said "sorry we dont have a log that there was ever an accident last night" and winked at me.
clearly, he smoked alot of weed.

Thu, 08 Feb 2007 05:37:09 GMT

so i got into a car accident as you already know..
so wtf happened?
good question.
well we were coming out of freckle bitches and a big suv (for whatever reason)
was waiting for me to leave before they were going in
so i was creeping up to see if anyone else was comming
cuz i couldnt see behind the big fucking tv on wheels
and JUST as i was creepaleeping some old lady
(that apparently hadnt had her licence updated in 40 years)
zooms right in front of me
and the front of my car got the side/corner of hers.
well i rushed out of my car to make sure she was alright
and she was ballign her eyes out so i parked in wendys
and somehow this lady parked into wendys
(whitch doesnt make any sence if she was in such bad condition)
so in complete panic i grab mikes phone and call 911
meanwhile from the second i got in the accident
i felt this pain and heat coming from the back of my head all the way down into my neck.
im crying cuz im thinking "omg this lady is gonna die of a heart attack"
i talked to the officer about the accident
and he told me not to worry and that it was an accident and a honest mistake
yadda yadda
he was the most supportive person out of everyone involved.
so lady goes to the hospital, i get in my car to leave.
and the officer noticed me rubbing my neck.
next thing i know im balling my eyes out in pain
my vision is blurry, and im stepping into a ambulence
some hot do0ods asking me a millions questions
and i passed out and woke up in south shore hospital.
but 1 neckbrace 2 perks and 3 xrays later i was better.
mr. hot stuff told me to wear a neck brace for 3 days
and take medcation for a week
fuck that
my parents got me at the hospital.
i got my car.
and went to mikes to make sure he was ok.
then found out faith was having pain too.
i hope shes ok
i hope that ladys ok
i hope everyones ok
and that ill be able to see them all again.
i feel like nows a time where im so scared i need a friend more then ever.
and i feel like i just lost 3 for a very long time.
and allottttt of rice crispies.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 04:13:27 GMT

1. Who were you with last night?
Mike, Faith,Tise, and Jenna

2. What woke you up this morning.
the phone

3. Where are you?
my room

4. Is tomorrow going to be a good day?
who knows

5. Did you kiss or hug anyone today?
....no..is that depressing?

8. When's the last time you cried?
what happened to questions 6 & 7?
oh and i have no idea.

9. Religion?
northern baptist

-The PAST-

10. Ever thrown up in public?
naw

11. Passed out because of alcohol?
hahaha yaaa

12. What's on your mind RIGHT NOW?
plans for next weekend

-The FUTURE -

13. Would you take a bullet for anyone?
maybe i care to much, but i'd take a bullet for almost anyone.

14. Where would you like to live?
if i could bring my friends, and my sister, brother and there kids
....some place warmer.

15. What kind of home would you like?
a new, big house with maids =)
filled the the loving family i raised

16. What do you want to be when you grow up?
im not concerned about a big profession,
i want to marry a musician(famous or not)
and i want to be a mother.
but....i have this werid ambition of saving the world.
whos in?

17. Where do you see yourself in 5 years?
happy.

20. Who is your number one? And why?
i try not to have "number ones"

22. Who have you kissed last?
Bobby.....=)

23. Who was the last person that left you a comment?
jared ahahah hes so funny

24. Are you good friends with this person?
yes, i trust him alot.

25. How often do you log into myspace?
almost everyday, but if not everyday im over it.

26. What's your favorite type of music?
i cant decide lol

- IN GENERAL -

27. Do you like peanut butter?
yes

28. When was the last time you fell over or ran into something?
in Faiths house like 5 times

29. Do you listen to music every day?
hell yess

30. Do you still go trick or treating?
With Steph and Faith i do!

31. What was the last thing you ate?
pasta!!

32. Do you type fast?
eh, kinda, i def. dont type slow.

33. About how many people have you liked?
i duno

34. What are you doing this weekend?
well i hope that i get to shill with Faith, Mike and Tise
...and go to the vanna show
..and see JO for alittle bit.

35. Whats your favorite type of SODA?
dr. pepper maybe?
or twister strawberry soda

36. Have you ever moved?
east braintree, stoughton, south braintree and now i might go to weymouth.

37. Have you ever won an award?
tons, but i dont really take them seriously.

38. Do you do any sports or other activities that are unusual?
hmm..nawww

39. What do you want to do right now?
go to bed.

40. Are you listening to music right now?
yes

41. Do you like someone?
alittle

42. Whats a word or phrase that you love?
oh man, so many phrases i love...

43. How many days till your birthday?
19 weeks, 4 days =)

44. When were you the saddest in your whole life?:
when my dad left, when my mom left, and my miscarrige.

45. What time is it?
11pm exactly

46. Do u use EBay?
naww lol

47. What makes you pissed off?
when i have to repeat myself

48. Have you ever had a song written about you?
...yes

49. What song makes you cry?
a couple do.

50. What song makes you happy?
ahaha alot =)

51. What do you like to listen to before you go to bed?
music

52. Do you have a job?
being a lazy shit

53. What does your CD player have in it right now?
cd player...what?

54. If you were a crayon, what color would you be?
something with one of those cool names....

55. What makes you happy?
being held and hugged...it makes me feel loved.

56.What's the next CD you're gonna get?
hahah cd.

[Appearance]

[Height:]
4'11

[Hair:]
Black with blonde streaks

[Eye Color]
blue in sunlight,
green at night
hazel when im inside alot.

[Piercings:]
ears

[Tattoos:]
I want one

[Wearing right now:]
my pjs lol

[What taste is in your mouth?]
mint tooth paste

[Get Motion Sickness]
naww

[Have a bad habit?]
ug, yes.

2006:

2006 I..
[x] Dumped someone
[x] Was dumped.
[ ] Been cheated on
[x] Dyed my hair
[ ] Fell in love.
[ ] Had love at first sight
[x] Snuck out of my house
[x] Stayed up all night
[x] Cried because I missed someone
[x] Missed curfew
[ ] Kissed someone who I regret kissing
[x] Danced crazily with my friends all night
[x] Gained confidence
[x] Lost a friend(s)
[x] Gained new friend(s)
[x] Changed look

2007 I want to...
[ ] Be more outgoing
[x] Get better grades
[ ] Care less about how I look
[x] Care more about how I look
[ ] Be crazier
[x] Keep my resolution
[ ] Be more of myself around people

words to describe 2006:
i hate that year.
but i love it for making me realize who i am.

something i want to happen in 2007?
meet someone that loves me with everything.

favorite color in 2006:
white

summer 2006:
i dont remeber i was high.

Your best friends you had in 2006:
my g/f at the time and steph id say.

Honestly, will you miss 2006?:
naw not at all.

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:56:47 GMT

Tue, 06 Feb 2007 01:46:25 GMT

so i talked to my sister today
Anna is really sick =(
yesturday they went to the mall, and they walked by hot topic
and evan HAD TO go in there..
Evan is 4 years old.
so they finally gave in and went in
well evan was like 'this music is so cool " and started head banging
and it took them a half an hour to get him out of the store.

im telling you this kid is going to be a legend.
heres my proof.

hes been asking for a real guitar for 2 years.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 23:32:47 GMT

this weekend was amazing.
i hung out with steph, faith, mike, tise, ian, jenna, bobby, spencer and chris.
3 random kids, joe, drew and prolly more that i forgot visited us as well.
oh ya and i got to see nate luke stephan and mookie too.

friday,
me steph and faith went to go get ian
and stopped by mukas's to say hi to nate luke stephan and mookie
they played the new song for us too <3
then we went back to faiths and bobby owned ian in halo
and we chilled and stuff that i dont feel like typinnggg
and went to bed. ahaha

saturday,
i woke up to bobby and his friend yelling at me for sleeping till 1
we picked up everyone (i had 9 people in my car)
and we all chilled at faiths and got before
after

.
poor faith was upstairs with the baby so she did not join us.
i ended up hooking up with bobby
out of feelings not booze surprizingly.
somehow, and i have no idea how, steph took pictures.
and then we went to mcdonalds and passed out
well we tried to sleep.

sunday,
i woke up at 7
ME.
crazy huh?
we all went home,
then most of us ended up hanging out again.
and i let faith drive so i could chill in the trunk
whitch is def badass
and me her tise mike and jenna all had kinda a low key night.
but it was a very very good time =)

i love my friends.

Mon, 05 Feb 2007 06:30:27 GMT

and i still remeber your name.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 19:22:29 GMT

ME: you guys make me wanna rip my eyes out your so metal
LUKE: were so fuckin metal even if you arent listening to JO, your listening to JO
LUKE: you just don't know it
ME: now thats metal.
LUKE: thats fucking metal
ME: METAL
ME: the end.
LUKE: chapter closed
ME: were cool
LUKE: too fucking cool
LUKE: too fucking metal
ME: metal to the core

you want metal, 02/07/07 (next wensday) JO releases there new song
check it

so0o0o0o metal.

Fri, 02 Feb 2007 19:15:11 GMT

so wensday i went to whitman with faith and mike...we saw erin of course =D

then yesturday i went to stephs and she was like ..wanna hang out with brian?
why not. so we went to get brian, smoked up, and then dropped steph off and called kim.
lets just say people over reacted alittle that me and brian hung out for a whole hour.
nikki bitched at brian and kim bitched at me as if "we were going behind kims back hanging out"
yeah yeah yeah, get your facts straight before you acuse anyone of anything.
if we were "going behind her back" why would we call her the second we dropped steph off
because we wanted to hang out with her and we had nothing to hide =D
so after we hung out with kim matt and nikki, we had a interesting talk.
when i got home i laughed alittle
and i realized,
im done being talked about behind my back.
i deserve better friends
so for the next couple of weeks, ill be with them.

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 08:44:55 GMT

yesturday me and kim went to a porn store.
we were in there for an hour.
a fucking hour!!
did you know they rubber ducky vibrators?!
excuse me,
but how do you get off by sticking a childhood toy up your twat?
now instead of thinking
"oh thats a cute rubber ducky"
im gonna think of that fucking vibrator
damnit!!!!!
may i add that libby has a rubber ducky?

THEN
me and kim got brian and went to buggaboo(sp?) resturant
bad idea.
there wasnt one thing on the menu that didnt have meat on it
so i got a salad and made them hold the chicken
and i ate all the bread.
then me and brian smoked alittle reefer.

WARNING!
i dont have makeup on, my hair is pulled back, and i look hidious.

This is me laughing at brian.

i dont know what kim is doing, but i think its funny.

way to be werid guys.

i was high, i dont know what her excuse was

then we got nikki and went to play pool at boston bowl.
..she went home
and we drove around listen to brand new while driving in the snow
snow is amazing.
i love snow.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 20:45:27 GMT

so i felt the need to tell you a story.
once apon a time me steph gracie adam and kevin got stoned.
of course, being the teenagers we are, and having the muniches,
we got $25 worth of food at taco bell.
well there is nothing i am interseted in buying at taco bell so we went across the street to mcdonalds.
well as we were pulling in, these group of kids were walking and adam screamed "ROLL DOWN THE WINDOW" to kevin.
nobody in the car except adam had any idea what was happening.
so adam screams "hey!!!" and all the kids look over "there giving away free food at taco bell!!!!" and shows our 4 bags of taco bell food.
all the kids freaked out and ran to there cars while a couple knew there was something up and question adam.
me steph and gracie were sitting in the backseat laughing so hard.
so then the kids finally ask "why are they laughing?"
and adam goes "cuz there stoned" and kevin starts to drive away slowly as adam says in a girly voice "byyeeeee!"

well we sat in the mickyDs parking lot and watched them as they went through the taco bell drivethru trying to get free food.
and it was by far one of the most greatest moments of my life.

Mon, 29 Jan 2007 19:54:56 GMT

well....this weekend was madd fun.
and im to lazy to tell you why =)

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 14:45:18 GMT

so I'm gonna be pretty upset if noone asks me to be there valentine.
...so heres alittle advice....
1.grow balls.
2.drop them.
3.ask me =)
..cuz i know you want to anyways

so what brought this on?
i found out 4 people wanted to ask me out on valentines day last year, but they were to nervous...as if i was going to say no. fyi, if your my friend you have a 100% chance.
..and i hope you wanna see the movie blood choclate.
cherrio lads.

Sat, 27 Jan 2007 14:26:09 GMT

I'm posting this just for Nate Tepper because I know hes reading this =)
hiiiii natteeeeee

Thu, 25 Jan 2007 19:39:43 GMT

yesturday was awsome.
i went to faiths and we played gh2
then we went to burger king and dropped faith off at driving school
and and mike went to borders and then he went to work
then i picked faith up and we went to whitman. =)
whitman was maddddd funnnn (and erins the shit)
and then me and faith played pacman
and passed the fuck out.

Wed, 24 Jan 2007 05:47:50 GMT

today i went to olive garden and boston bowl to play pool.
it was pretty rad.
i cheated.

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 23:41:55 GMT

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:14:15 GMT

p.s me and nate decided sence there IS no superbowl for the pats, we are gonna have a not-so-super bowl party and play video games.

whos down?

Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:12:30 GMT

ok so yesturday was pretty chill.
me and steph hung out with adam and kevin.
then i watched the game....i dont want to talk about it.
then kimmy IMed me and me her libby and brian all went out to boston bowl at midnight and played pool. me and libby won 5 times =)

buy me this PLEASE.

Sun, 21 Jan 2007 17:11:06 GMT

i hung out with everyone this weekend.
end of story.

Fri, 19 Jan 2007 02:11:42 GMT

word.

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 15:35:54 GMT

i have not sleeped well in days.
i have been non fuckin stop
i havent gone a day without going out in 3 weeks.
and twice this week ive come home, got a phone call, and went back out.
(whitch resulted in me coming home at 3)
ive been out with steph alot
saw pans labriyth with kim brian matt and libby.
slept over faiths with steph.
more and more.
im pickin faith up from school today.
so much for sleeping.
ever.

Mon, 15 Jan 2007 06:02:07 GMT

i love them.

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 08:11:42 GMT

whos the man?
nates the fuckin man.

Sun, 14 Jan 2007 07:57:27 GMT

im writing this out of knowelege that i will go back and read it monthes from now and laugh my ass off.
yesturday-
me steph ian nate luke stephan & some faith
got ian.
went to the mall & ran into adam kevin and perrin.
picked up steph and faith
dropped her off.
got luke nate and stephan
i drove over a curb at there school.
we went to lollicup and steph dressed up as the alien.
nate's quote of the night"....do0od he raped his mom, what an idiot"
we went to my house.
played guitar hero and fusion frenzy.
lukes quote of the night"cittty lightttts"(in song.)
stephans quote of the night "there all just jealous cuz im the lead singer of jacks obsession"
went to ians.
they all cuddled. alot. like alot alot.
me and steph were not included btw.
luke made this sick contraption to turn a light on.
it worked eventually.
ian and steph go out.
me and steph peaced it and went back here.
wait no we went to jareds.
then we came here.
and talked online from one room apart.
and went to bed.

today-
me steph courtney ian stephan & later on nate.
got courtney
went to get ian
went to the mall ran into adam kevin and perrin.
hahaha me sitting on adams lap is all i have to say.
stephan showed up.
we went to jareds.
dropped courtney off.
went to burger king.
me and stephan suck at eating in front of eachother.
went to faiths and saw mike and jazmin!
went to my house.
watched 3 minutes of fight club.
walked around for alittle.
hid in brooks.
stephan bought pokemon cards.
i laughed at him.
we picked up nate.
hung out at the park.
launched stephan off this bouncy thing.
chilled at nates.
drove into fucking who knows what its called.
peaced out.